Long time no Post
EGR(Encounter God Retreat)-September 29-0, 2006. Wow, I thought it will be postponed because of Storm Milenyo on the day before the EGR. Me, Malen Ada, Ruthie Amper, Janice De Asis, and Jacky were the candidates from Doulos for Christ Church. This two days retreat marks a big difference in my Life.
Kuya Fred- I became a Cell group memeber under Kuya Fred. Sya ang Cell group leader ko. We share the same thoughts and likes singing even though I have a little problem on mine. He is one of the lead singer in our church. So thats it.
Oct 1.- I go back to work and since my Cellphone was lowbat and we do not have landline at home I was not informed that I am moving to Mid-shift. This is due to my planning of moving to PLCM. I go to work early and I was so wet because it was still raining. So I have no choice but to go back home. But I decided to attend service in the morning before returning back to work. So starting this day I am attending the Sunday service in the morning and never finish because I have to rush to work at 12 PM. Go to work and I forgot to bring my wallet. Thanks God I still have my coin purse and some food stock in my locker. Skyflakes and century tuna. That's what I've eaten for the whole day.
Oct. 3.- I receive an email from cecil that Marge(bestfriend) will go to Singapore for her interview and to find work. I meet Marge at Megamall. Talk about her plans and our life/work. I really like this girl but she belongs to someone already. Everytime we meet my head spinning whether to tell her my feelings or maybe not because it is not right. But when I have the chance to tell her I always weighing this feelings because I am afraid to hurt her. I know I already overcome this. I have to stop it and look to others. I thought I found the one for me but she seems not interested to me. I try to keep in touch and belongs to her world but she always ignoring me. Broken hearted nanaman. Haayyyy.
Oct. 15.- For the past weeks I had the chance to see her even for a few moments when she arrives early. Her head bows down everytime we meet in the elevator or when we meet in the hallway. I heard she has relationship already but I have not confirmed it yet. I always hoping that someday she will recognize me. I try to set aside this feeling but everytime I see her the feeling going back. I attebded the Morning service and proceed to work this day. At night I am meditating Romans 6:23 and got a terror by night.
Oct. 16.- This is my day. Happy Birthday to me. I have my college friends(Cecil, Eunice and Jedi) and my relatives at home. I am very happy to see them. I prepared almost all the menu. I am happy to hear that Cecil will be staying here to work for good. Her contract for work abraod had finished already so we have a lot of time to see each other. I am also happy to see Eunice. I hope I have the chance to invite them to attend the Friday service. hehehehhehe.
Oct. 18. Go back to work. Got an email to answer Technical exam for my intent of moving to PLCM. I also got an email from Back Office about my Interview on Friday. Wow is this blessings already after my birthday? I am so excited for my movement.
Oct. 20.- Todays my Restday but I have to go to office for my interview. My letter of inent was not yet signed by Sir Teody or was not yet forwarded to HR. We print a new copy. Signed by My TC, OM and then to Sir Teody before an interview. But my OM go home and my papers was with him. I talked to Sir Teody about the interview and told me to proceed with the interview. At first the OM of PLCM- Sir Jet reminded me that the interview doesn't mean that I will automatically be part of their team. It is just part of qualifying me for the Team. I understand him. But God help me, he told Dada to process my papers for my quick movement. I am happy that day. I am expecting to be move next week.
Oct. 23- Go to work early. So excited to receive email for my movement. I also install my new computer at PLCM. But Sir Teody hold my papers. He told me to wait till a new batch of Escalation agents will be deploy. I understand him but I have little disappointment in my heart. I pray at night that I will entrusted my life to Jesus my Lord God. I know He knows whats the Best for me.
Oct. 24. - Work and bought icecream for my blowout to Mid-shift. We should have to celebrate our birthdays(Sir Jelo, Marci and Gio) in Barako but I decided not to go with them. I love them but I do not like the way of there life. I would like to be the light for them but it is so hard to ministry them.
Oct. 27. - Work on restday and then meet Laurice at Cubao. I plan to meet her not only to see her but also to invite Laurice for Friday service. After the service we proceed to Baywalk.
Oct. 28. - Got to Circle to meet Cousin Sally and Ian for morning exercise. Do my usual exercise and then eat lomi at one of the eatery in Circle. At 12 PM get up to prepare myself going to work.
Oct. 31. - Still no email for my movement to PLCM. Talk to Sir Teody about it and he told me to wait. My name is already on the line for movement but just wait for the new batch of Escalation members.
Nov. 1. - All Saints Day. Go to work. My parents are in Tanay because they are looking after our harvested crops.
Nov. 2.- Meet Baredo's Family at Farmers to go to Eternal garden. We visited by lola's grave and paid the caretaker of the grass for my lola. Cousin Sally ask me to go with her going to her father in pasig Cementery. I went straight to their home at Proj. 4. Play Billiard, table tennis and did karaoke all night since when we got to Pasig cementery it was closed already.
Nov. 3.- Meet Jumz for our First Post Encounter. have plaster in my lower left face because of little surgery. This was the scar I got during my childhood. What a bad experience with dogs but stil I am not afraid with them. I still love them.
Nov. 4. - Happy birthday Mother. Sorry but I have to go to work. I love you even if I often tell you this words. How I wish we can spend about 50 more years because I want to show you how much I love you and father.
Nov. 10.- Attended Friday Service. Won Pinoy Henyo game. The word is "Christmas Bonus." I've got the word bonus first and since we are the last pair contestant and the time is running-out they help me to be specific about the word bonus. And they telling me that it is something everyone is waiting during December. So that's it. I got the word Christmas and then the bonus.
Nov 12.- Once again. I did not attent the Sunday service. We have problem in Tanay. My father needs to go home. No one will take care the land. We have problem at home due to some conflicts with my father and my sister. Planning and decisions last night that cause me not to attend the service.
Once more, the cutterpillar saw the flower. And the cutterpillar really love to be near and be-friended to the flower. But the flower doesn't want this ugly cutterpillar. The flower seems have the mask and ignore this cutterpillar everytime they meet. The cutterpillar try to look for another flower. The cutterpillar found new friends with the bees, the ants and with the other plants. But everytime the cutterpillar see the flower the feelings is going back. The cutterpillar don't know what to do but to stop and ignore his feelings.
That's all Folks.